Its OVER

I NEVER WANT TO SEE ANY ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS QUESTIONS EVER AGAIN.

Seriously,as if my life couldn't get worse.
My SPM is a mess.
I messed it up.

Waiting for a miracle

today is such a depressing day...

We got our forecast result and mine was not a good one.
It sucks.
But i don't know how to make it better.
I don't know where to go.
I don't know what to do.
Its like everybody knows their destiny and i have no idea what is mine.
I hate this feeling so much.
I feel useless and unimportant.

Right now i'm doing everything i can and revising as much as i can.
I need a miracle.
And i will get an excellent result for SPM.
i hope :)

I don't know

Frequently asked questions:-
Where are you going after SPM?
What are you doing after SPM?
What do you want to be?

Fionna's frequent answer:-
I DON'T KNOW
Even the title is 'i don't know'
I have no idea where i am going next year. I have no idea what am i doing next year.I'm not even sure what am i suppose to be.
All i know is i'm going to the f*****g PLKN camp next year.
You know what i want????
I want to travel.I want to travel the whole world.

Class of 2009

Today is Graduation Day!!
I know that i should be happy but i'm not...after this year i'm not going to see all my friends again...i am so gonna miss them
I've never thought that 5 years would pass by so damn fast...back then i was a 13 year old girl who can't wait to get out of SFC. I thought the school sucks and i'm gonna have a terrible time....

I WAS SO WRONG!!!
What i had for the past 5 years is irreplaceable
I love being in SFC
My friends are great and i LOVE them very very much....
How i wish i could rewind time and have all those fun again with them...
Everything would be different now

I spend 5 years with them...i went through a lot with them...i grew up with them...and now i have to let them go and live the life they've always wanted...

Once a franciscan always a franciscan.My memories with my dearest friends will forever stay with me.

Today, i'm just an almost-17-years-old girl who wish that she never have to leave St.Francis Convent. I'm proud to be a franciscan.Always had and always will be.

Church

Its official...THEY HATE ME
Never mind...
Everybody hate me will also be fine
My mum hate me too
I hate myself too
Pray that i'll not kill myself anytime soon
coz the desire to kill myself is damn strong

To whom it may concern

Seeing both of you hurts me A LOT...
I couldn't smile because of you two...you ignored me as if i am invisible and you shared nothing with me
Nothing!!!!!!!!! Seems like the guys are more important to you than me rite??? I'm sorry if i ever hurt you, i'm sorry if i ever make you cry and feel isolated...i'm sorry for everything, i'm sorry i didn't go to the fucking camp just so that i could join in in your conversations...My heart is breaking because our friendship is so fragile rite now...i don't know what to do

i hate it this feeling so much.

Sometimes i wish that suicide is not a sin.

Stress

I'm sick of studying

I love it but i need a break from it 

SPM is killing me

The expectations i'm getting is overwhelming.I did quite badly in Trial and it does not lift up to my standards...

sometimes i ask for too much and did so little. I'm such a useless moron...