LIES

No need to lie to me...i'm not a fool you know

She's BACKKKK :)

I miss her.
I miss her A LOT.
After feeling sadness yesterday, I can say that i am happy again.
I LOVE MY COUSIN SO MUCH :)

Too bad i still have 3 papers.I could spend more time with her if im free.
No matter, i can always go to her to be happy again.

Its OVER

I NEVER WANT TO SEE ANY ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS QUESTIONS EVER AGAIN.

Seriously,as if my life couldn't get worse.
My SPM is a mess.
I messed it up.

Waiting for a miracle

today is such a depressing day...

We got our forecast result and mine was not a good one.
It sucks.
But i don't know how to make it better.
I don't know where to go.
I don't know what to do.
Its like everybody knows their destiny and i have no idea what is mine.
I hate this feeling so much.
I feel useless and unimportant.

Right now i'm doing everything i can and revising as much as i can.
I need a miracle.
And i will get an excellent result for SPM.
i hope :)

I don't know

Frequently asked questions:-
Where are you going after SPM?
What are you doing after SPM?
What do you want to be?

Fionna's frequent answer:-
I DON'T KNOW
Even the title is 'i don't know'
I have no idea where i am going next year. I have no idea what am i doing next year.I'm not even sure what am i suppose to be.
All i know is i'm going to the f*****g PLKN camp next year.
You know what i want????
I want to travel.I want to travel the whole world.

Class of 2009

Today is Graduation Day!!
I know that i should be happy but i'm not...after this year i'm not going to see all my friends again...i am so gonna miss them
I've never thought that 5 years would pass by so damn fast...back then i was a 13 year old girl who can't wait to get out of SFC. I thought the school sucks and i'm gonna have a terrible time....

I WAS SO WRONG!!!
What i had for the past 5 years is irreplaceable
I love being in SFC
My friends are great and i LOVE them very very much....
How i wish i could rewind time and have all those fun again with them...
Everything would be different now

I spend 5 years with them...i went through a lot with them...i grew up with them...and now i have to let them go and live the life they've always wanted...

Once a franciscan always a franciscan.My memories with my dearest friends will forever stay with me.

Today, i'm just an almost-17-years-old girl who wish that she never have to leave St.Francis Convent. I'm proud to be a franciscan.Always had and always will be.

Church

Its official...THEY HATE ME
Never mind...
Everybody hate me will also be fine
My mum hate me too
I hate myself too
Pray that i'll not kill myself anytime soon
coz the desire to kill myself is damn strong