To whom it may concern

Seeing both of you hurts me A LOT...
I couldn't smile because of you two...you ignored me as if i am invisible and you shared nothing with me
Nothing!!!!!!!!! Seems like the guys are more important to you than me rite??? I'm sorry if i ever hurt you, i'm sorry if i ever make you cry and feel isolated...i'm sorry for everything, i'm sorry i didn't go to the fucking camp just so that i could join in in your conversations...My heart is breaking because our friendship is so fragile rite now...i don't know what to do

i hate it this feeling so much.

Sometimes i wish that suicide is not a sin.

Stress

I'm sick of studying

I love it but i need a break from it 

SPM is killing me

The expectations i'm getting is overwhelming.I did quite badly in Trial and it does not lift up to my standards...

sometimes i ask for too much and did so little. I'm such a useless moron... 

29 October 2009

My first post!!!
will update more later :)